I like to See You Around

Sometimes I wish I wasn't exist
I can't even control myself
My friends just text me, why I put off my semester to next year ?
I said coz I have mental problem
I can't continue
I can't catch up
I don't want their sad or give burden to take care of me
I'm just shit girl
Why still have breath in my body?
To who I should live?
No one
no one !!!!!
I just want he at here
Comfort me
I really need him, right now
I ... I just can't forget you
Can you come here
Really here
not near
Please ?
I know it won't be happen
He already have "beautiful" life
I don't want disturb him anymore
No more !