2nd of July

Today is 2nd of July
the new of month
tomorrow is 10 month 3 weeks after I broke up with my ex-boyfriends
I don't know why I should count it
I don't know why I have to think about it
it was the horrible day of my life
because of him, I lost my life
but I love the way he call me "Sweetheart"
hmm ..
God !!
why I have to think about that bull head ?!
I can't think him like that
seriously
I should forget about him
He not gonna comeback anymore
I have to find someone before that day
I have too