Lately, I've been thinking if I want to fall in love again of coz I want everyone want to fall in love To feel love again but I think it's too earlier I don't know because that what I feel You know, when you fall in love you just want your partner understand you and that what I'm looking for now The previous guy wasn't understand me and it's horrible I wish I found the Mr Right I don't want fall in love with the Casanova anymore you feel like your the one but finally you found out you just out from the one Man I want you remember this Girl can be your best friends, Worst enemy, A real sweetheart or a real bitch ! It all depends on how you treat her .. So watch out
I have new hobby since last year Write a lyric Since I broke up with my boyfriends, I write sad song Emo song even like rock song I don't have nice voice but I have imagination how the lyric will be sing This lyric I write after 4 month I broke up It call "September" hope you enjoy :)
Verse 1
Can’t heard what you say you left me laugh on floor
I don’t give a damn what you told me
Didn’t regret what you say
All I heard blah-blah-blah-blah
Your shit friends never know real me
Judge me with half eyes
If their think I’m just useless bitch
Get your fuck off from my face
Chorus
September hate of the month
I really enjoy what you give to me
I will remember on 6th of September
The worst day of my life
September is sweet candy for your man
What I see it just sour I ever taste
Blow your mind with my face
Because I hate the first of September
Verse 2
Everyday I living in the dark
Doesn’t remember what’s going around
Been crying, Let tears fall down for you
That’s not who I am
God got plan for me one day you be my violence
Of the pain that I been through
So watch every step you take
Because what goes around will comes around
Bridge
Before I had to go I want you to know you on your own
Leaving my heart and put in the show
Sick every love that you create
Thanks for all your pretending and don’t try to change it
You not more just on your own
On the first time I know about love it's like heaven sweet like a candy but after I know what hurt and pain not all love is sweet Actually love is not blind, people make love become blind sometimes we have to give a time to ourself that the way love can been see as candy Some guy think a nice girl come from good family other think bad girl come from horrible family but did you know girl can change for her partner ? and if boy are gentlemen their also will change for they're partner Let me ask you if you really want change, it because their love you or your virgin ? Think a while for what you change ? To me, I didn't said change isn't good is good but better we change to someone who really love you not to one who want put hands on you The one didn't catch you when you fall
Do you already hear Taylor Swift - Ours ? I love that song it remind me about how people try hard to put love on top like Taylor said 'life make love look hard'
here the lyric and MV enjoy :)
Ours - from Speak Now album Elevator buttons and morning air Strangers' silence makes me want to take the stairs If you were here we'd laugh about their vacant stares But right now my time is theirs
Seems like there's always someone who disapproves They'll judge it like they know about me and you And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do The jury's out, my choice is you
Chorus So don't you worry your pretty little mind People throw rocks at things that shine And life makes love look hard The stakes are high, the water's rough But this love is ours
You never know what people have up their sleeves Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles But I don't care 'cause right now you're mine
And you'll say (chorus)
And it's not theirs to speculate If it's wrong and Your hands are tough But they are where mine belong and I'll fight their doubt and give you faith With this song for you
'Cause I love the gap between your teeth And I love the riddles that you speak And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored 'Cause my heart is yours
So don't you worry your pretty little mind People throw rocks at things that shine And life makes love look hard Don't you worry your pretty little mind People throw rocks at things that shine But they can't take what's ours They can't take what's ours
The stakes are high, the water's rough But this love is ours
Some people change and some people grown up and some people I don't know maybe still the same I look at myself did I grown up or change ? or I'm still the same ? All around me keep saying I'm grown up but to me I already change People change not grown up I take as example my ex, he change not grown up I can see his life not like before I don't understand why people always judge someone just look at that person Their always judge until forget you not extra-ordinary You same like them too Nothing is different Their got two eyes, one nose,one mouth and two ears nothing special So pluck your self at the mirror first after that stop judge people before you know them
Match between Germany and Italy is over and Italy win the game I'm fans Germany but to Italy I said congratulations What can I see in this match, there urmm what is the word is Unfair !! One-sided match !! Can you see the second goal from Italy is offside ?!! what the heck is wrong with referee ?! Is obvious that niggga offside !! I just can't believe it ! maybe he see offside between the goal and the goal keeper ! Is kinda shit did you that Anyway I think we already found the new David Beckham I don't know but that what I see in my eyes Reus Marco, Jersy 21 [Germany] did you see the free kick he did ? I was like woww ! He is new boy in Germany International football and I call him "The Hunger Goal Boy" hahaha sound weird rite but every time he get the ball, he must want a score anyway he my new crush *dreaming* Don't jealous, me and him have close relationship :p I'm just kidding Alright I hope this song can make Germany wake up and comeback from the lose
this song I write for my ex-boyfriends meaning of this song :: I already move on and forget everything about him
Verse
1
I was happy found out this time I’m not living like hell
I’m over it, leaving you without a reason
I know it won’t be worse if I start from the first time
And it will be just fine if I’m better off
Chorus
This isn’t my life play around with you
My mistake disturb your fraud life
Back look when I know you can’t come back
because my fight isn’t with you
This
isn’t what I want to be with you
I take everything back home with me
We are just one thousand miles ago
because isn’t promise I want
Verse
2
I can accept the thing aren’t belong to me
Like you say “I’m not belong to you”
Pray for the best for your future
But no one knew what’s the best look for us
Bridge
I take back everything I give damn to you
Try as far learn from my mistake
But this isn’t me, isn’t my fight
Okay, just know I saw one guy write on his status at facebook fine I don't care what he wanted to write BUT the last sentences make me wanna puke! It said "Xsuka jangan like !!!" > If you hate don't like !!! what the hell! you want a punch dude?! You think I wanna like if you write like that? Hey, you want publicity huh? So bull shit!! Dude, if you good looking fine but you half half man behave what you write sometimes what you write can make everyone anti with you! Like a girl I hate people like that It sux like a hell
Do you ever watch Running Man? reality TV from Korean yes the player in the game is Yoo Jae Suk, Ji Suk Jin, Haha, Kang Gary, Song Ji Hyo, Lee Gwang Soo, Song Jong Ki and sparta Kim Jong Kook it was awesome show even I watch the episode 2 many time I like the way hyun Jae Suk treat all his friends but the most I love Nickhun from 2PM and Yong Hwa from CN Blue if you wanted to watch just click here > Running Man in You Tube
I always dream one day if I'm married I want my wedding is The Wedding of The Year or what people always said Wedding in The Garden Full of fresh flower gift card children playing around People look at you as Prince and Princess and the most throw the flower to the crowd It must be awesome If I want like that I must be with the amazing person Who love me, care about me Doesn't care who am I in his eyes Everyday hold my hands Everyday hugging and kiss me Said "I love you" to me Said "good night" to me and the most if I fall in love it will be with someone amazing! :)
I'm just a normal girl like other teenager Crushing to fast and Falling to hard after found out this heart couldn't accept with broken heart Today I see a lot of lover Hold hands tide Hugging each other even kissing in Titanic movie It was love movie but watch out, don't sink with Titanic a dream ship for everyone I wonder if one day I found someone like Jack and teach me how to recover a broken heart I'm not extra-ordinary even I'm not rich girl but I found out I have something more than diamond My pride Let's think, what happen to you if you're pride is gone? Everyone will see you in different way You know like Alien or stranger from the space? how hard you try the pride won't comeback So keep it even it can knock you down
Who know Paramore? of coz everyone know Paramore Their are the best band ever The one stole my heart with Crush song after that Misery Business Imagine make colour orange and yellow at your hair with the best style hair ever? That must be great Hayley Williams is my idol same like Avril Lavigne I wonder if one day Avril and Hayley colabrate toghther is must be great no it's like Fantastic Baby!! >o<
Do you ever watch "Just Like Heaven" movie? Yes Reese Witherspoon and Mark Ruffalo actor it was awesome movie I like the scene when David (Mark Ruffalo) meet Elizabeth (Reese Witherspoon) in his new apartment You know I wish I was like her Accident and suddenly meet the guy and find out his was our prince God it must be awesome! but it just a dream No one like to be coma or accident everyone wanted to live even forever nobody want to soul and find out we already dead or in coma It was sad right if we like that? To me, never think one to try once If failed , you will be dead *evil laugh* I'm scared you don't you? I'm just kidding If I wanted, maybe now I'm a soul :)
This life the mostly we need is our family and then friends after that boyfriends or girlfriends but one day they're ignore you What would you feel? You must feel stranger right? Even you must think kill yourself can solve problem I can feel the same way too because I've been thinking the same way too but it important we have friends because if you fight with your family friends can comfort us If you fight or break up with your bf/gf friends can give good advise that's why friends is important in our life Their like second sister/brother after family So remember no matter how much you have fight with your friends It's okay because one day that person you will go to cry on his shoulder
Who believe fall in love in first sight? I do but now I don't I don't know why but that what I feel Fall in love in first sight like stole your heart Stole your eyes Stole your smile and laugh when their turn around Our heart that we want back Our eyes that we want back Our smile and laugh we want back It because been stole by first love And then that time we feel lost Broken heart Feel blind Can't smile and laugh anymore All we can do is just cry There no use that time because we give our heart 100% to a wrong person To person that we call"First Love"
What would you feel when you crush with someone than that guy only messed with your heart and finally you cried alone because of the single sick love? must sux right? That what I feel been crush then fall down I can't believe anyone anymore Feel paralyze You heard new song from Maroon 5, that suit for me I wish all the lyric that all artist sing become true ...
Did you heard new song from Katy Perry? It call Wide Awake Nice song from her If we on her place, I'm sure you will feel the same way too here the lyric and MV
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was in the dark
I was falling hard
With an open heart
I'm wide awake
How did I read the stars so wrong?
I'm wide awake
And now it's clear to me
That everything you see
Ain't always what it seems
I'm wide awake
Yeah, I was dreaming for so long
[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
'Til I woke up on
On the concrete
[Chorus]
Falling from cloud 9
Crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9
I'm wide awake
Not losing any sleep
I picked up every piece
And landed on my feet
I'm wide awake
Need nothing to complete myself, no
I'm wide awake
Yeah, I am born again
Outta the lion's den
I don't have to pretend
And it's too late
The story's over now, the end
[Pre-Chorus]
I wish I knew then
What I know now
Wouldn't dive in
Wouldn't bow down
Gravity hurts
You made it so sweet
'Til I woke up on
On the concrete
[Chorus]
Falling from cloud 9 (it was out of the blue)
I'm crashing from the high
I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go)
I'm falling from cloud 9
I'm wide awake
Thunder rumbling
Castles crumbling
I'm wide awake
I am trying to hold on
I'm wide awake
God knows that I tried
Seeing the bright side
I'm wide awake
But I'm not blind anymore...
I'm wide awake
I'm wide awake
[Chorus]
Yeah, I'm falling from cloud 9 (it was out of the blue)
I'm crashing from the high
You know I'm letting go tonight (yeah, I'm letting you go)
I'm falling from cloud 9
In this life, I'm still learn to forget and forgive someone like my ex-boyfriends I can't forgive them the way they're treat me I admit that I'm still love them so that's why I can't forgive them All I can do is forget them slowly Maybe it's hard but still on way Next week I will come back to college and start new semester There a lot memory me and him but no one know I feel stupid because can't forget him Feel like I'm so weak to forget someone who doesn't care about me Let me think Burn his picture, done Delete all his msg, done so what else I need? I need to be a little crazy! Hahaha That's how I move on :)
Time past by past and every time we try as harder it won't turn back Life just once So we should appreciate what God give to us Look around you and thinking If their not around you, where should you go? Maybe sleep under the bridge or maybe kill yourself I'm writing about this because I get what it feel Feel lonely, feel sick and the mostly is want to kill myself but the most important in as long as there is life in my body I'm not gonna give up I will appreciate what I've got
Verse 1
This day I realize you messed up with my life
Keep interrupt me with your sad
Sad fucking story
You can knock me down but don’t you ever heard
Women can be mean
Chorus
One million breath I wasted for you
One thousand year more we will meet
One hundred days keep waiting you here
One day I miss the day that you told you love me
I’m tired wait here waiting your propose
Hell no I don’t give what you say
You already become history of my life
Verse 2
I can’t said how much I miss you
Yeah it still clear in my mind the way you kiss
But it just a single blow
You can ignore me but don’t you ever heard
One day lie can be true
Bridge
Oh my darling just leave me alone
I don’t need you anymore
You are history of my life
Oh my baby we
already fall apart
There no more chapter for you and me
You are history of my life
People said if you want something go and grab it but if we don't want it and still chase us what should we do? I'm just ordinary person Always make a mistake and sometimes feel like I shouldn't exist Like a pieces of glasses drop into the floor that who I am now I don't know what my nest chapter for tomorrow Maybe good or maybe sad I always hold this word "Once You Make A Step, Don't Ever Turn Back" that mean whatever I do, I'm not gonna regret or turn back to fix it but I'm a girl so it's hard to pretend like nothing happen I wish I was bird, fly away without boundaries Or live in one island and stay there alone without company or anybody But it just a dream Dream that can't be release I'm sure one day the happiness that I wanted will be by my side :)
There one more song that yea stole my heart maybe they're first song didn't make me like them but this song make me like them I admit this song was awesome! hahaha now I'm become clumsy >< Here One Direction - One Thing
[Liam]
I've tried playing it cool
But when I'm looking at you
I can’t ever be brave
'Cause you make my heart race
[Harry]
Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe
[Zayn]
Something’s gotta give now
'Cause I’m dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
'Cause you've got that one thing
[All - Chorus]
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing
[Niall]
Now I'm climbing the walls
But you don't notice at all
That I'm going out of my mind
All day and all night
[Louis-Zayn-Niall]
Something’s gotta give now
'Cause I'm dying just to know your name
And I need you here with me now
'Cause you've got that one thing
[All - Chorus]
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
So get out, get out, get out of my mind
And come on, come into my life
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing
Woah-oh-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh-oh
[Harry]
You've got that one thing
[Liam]
Get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
[All - Chorus]
So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
So get out, get out, get out of my mind
And come on, come into my life
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
Yeah, you've got that one thing
In this life second chance deserve to anyone but if you make it again no way that person will give three or four chance rite? of coz not because even in dictionary never mention three or four chance Like this song, it teach me how to appreciating someone who been call "Brother" I hope you enjoy :)
Can't you see it's pointless just to argue.
I'm screaming, but I can't break through to you.
If you'd only shut your mouth and listen.
You'd see what you've been missing out on for so long.
Before you change your mind don't you wanna try.
To see all this through someone else's eyes?
Oh, you've never been so wrong.
The struggles only just begun.
It's all or nothing.
Don't spread yourself so thin.
You'll never see me giving in.
It's all of nothing.
In the moment we are living.
Please don't waste the chance we're given this time.(this time)
Verse 1
On the first time I meet you
You taste like a candy bar
You my honey, You my sugar
Take me up in the sky
Then you drive me away
Change like changed clothes
You put me in, You put me out
Like I was satellite in your mind
Something need to change
Something need to put you out of my head
Chorus
This is automatic suicide
Can’t recall, can’t been expected
It’s all over me
This is automatic suicide
I’m not give in, I’m not give up
Sooner or later
You will be mine
Verse 2
My friends told love is contagious
Like poison swallow into my vein
His the drug, his the drunk
The one who lie with every letter
I’m not fucking perfect
Wasn’t nobody in your eyes
I’m the paparazzi, I’m the operator
Whose got crush with the Casanova
Something need to change
Something need to put you out of my head
Bridge
When I’m kissing him I’m think of you
I wish it was you and pull me in
But it will never because you’re love is automatic
